Journal on Auschwitz

Absolutely revolting, foul killings have taken place at Auschwitz under a manipulative Nazi party leader, Adolf Hitler along with his party members. The Jews were treated as the lowest possible beings alive, even put under the most dangerous criminals. They were treated like unwanted property and later they were gased to death with pesticides. Approximately 1.6 million Jews were killed in auschwitz alone. This was the 'final solution' carried out by Rudolf Hoss, officer in charge of Auschwitz at the time under Hitler's directions.
When I saw how the Jews were being treated by the Nazi SS Officers, it got me so angry that I wanted to actually kill them myself if I was there. They had no respect or even sympathy for the Jews. Their cruel, threatening methods of control allowed no room for the Jews to be free physically and mentally. If I was one of the Jews, I would have given up on my own life, and this is exactly what the Nazis wanted. They wanted the Jews to know that they were worthless, don't belong on this earth and should all be exterminated. How cruel can someone get? Although their culture, looks and faith are different, they are still human: Just like us.
Those former SS officers who were being interviewed, were not ashamed of what they did. One man was transporting Jews on a train but there were no seats. He told a Jew to stand so that he can sit, but the Jew refused. So the man and a few others sat on him, suffocated the Jew to deatha and threw him out of the moving train. Another man who was in carge of many killings were not ashamed nor regreted any of the kills that he had done. This absolutely shocked because I would feel horrible and dissatisfied with myself if I had killed someone or even intentionally hurt someone. However these proud former Nazi officers shocked me and angered me.
The Jews were also treated like lab mice by Dr. Mengele. Infact they were being treated worse that the lab mice today. Code of practice exists for all lab animals that include: reducing the numbers used, minimizing the pain and finding other means of exprimient. However the Jews were being treated as those 'other means of expriment'. They felt the same pain as us but Dr. Mengele brutally seperated families and practiced any expriments he wanted to on any of them. He overdoesed them with medicine, tried out anything new whether it was safe or not. He simply did not care. He also manipulated them by giving them clothes can candies gaining their trust, being called 'uncle' then performing expriments on them. Many have died in this process and Dr. Mengele and his team were able to produce various medicines and make discoveries.
The man in charge of Auschwitz was Rudolf Hoss who later stated in this letter that he only regrets not spending enough time with his family before he was executed.
The whole film showed me how terrible the conditions were. People had dangerous experiments performed on them, beaten, sexually taken advantage of and mass murdered with gases that would make them bleed to death internally. I feel guilty for having what I have now and something like this should never, ever be repeated again on any group of people or any living things.